It's just a little brighter out today. I don't really know why.
Maybe it's because I didn't have any homework due today. Maybe it's because I finally have Dr. Pepper in the fridge and I finally got the pulled pork sandwiches I was craving. Maybe it's because I had those two cigarettes on the way home from grocery shopping. Maybe it's because I mixed myself some ginger beer and Captain Morgan and chilled the fuck out. Maybe it's because I finally just tuned everything out, put on my makeup, and went back to being fierce and fucking fabulous.
It's been tough. But I'd like to think that I'm tougher.
I've decided that some people are just never going to keep up with me, and that a few others aren't worth trying to keep up with because they want something from me that I'm not willing to give. I'm not gonna worry about them anymore. I'll chew those bitches up and spit them out, and then they'll be the ones in my rear-view window.
No matter lightning or thunder, buckets of rainwater, you can't flood this town. In a world unknown, you've gotta hold your own. And you can't stop me - you're never ever ever gonna stop me now.
Listening to: No Floods - Lady Gaga
